Captain's log

it's not like one has monopol on love, giving happines, making smile, warmness, and I'm not sure is it rigth to monopolize it...
people can decide, to take those things not only from me... it happens... it should be free distribution, because more we give happier we are,,. and more good things can happen... shoutng, crying fighting won't change a thing in situation like... showing not anger, sadness, jeoulsy won't change a thing if someone decided to take it from somene else... not fighting for it does not mean, that one does not want to fight, but sometimes it means not beliving that another person will change her or hers mind becouse one fights...

but it's ok to let someone monopolize some aspects of our lives in act of own free will, coleseness, while being fully aware of that fact...